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Myself and Ryan Key [09 Nov 2005|12:00pm]
Just a picture from last night.....
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YC was amazing [09 Nov 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Yellowcard - Lights and Sounds ]

went to see yellocard in Scranton, Pennsylvania last night. Sick show. Loved it. The Acceptance opened for them and they were good too. I fought my way to the front and got my ass kicked in the crowd but managed to stay about 2nd row to the stage the whole time. Afterwards i waited outside by the tour bus and got to meet them when they came out. I met the whole damn band and they autographed my shirt and ticket. Got some photos too. I drove all the way home from Scranton at 2AM, and now i'm ready to go to the Asbury Park show at 7PM this evening. Yeah I follow Yellowcard. Good Times.

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i'm alive. [25 Sep 2005|02:45am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | yellowcard - lights and sounds ]

despite popular belief of me being dead because the last time i updated my journal the movie old school was new, i am alive. and well. possibly more to come.

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cellular drama [02 Apr 2004|08:36am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | yellowcard - empty apartment ]

ok so i got this cell phone from AT&T and i really didn't like it, and i've had AT&T for years and years, but they're service just started to give me problems. So now i returned my phone, and i thought my contract was up with them, but they told me by buying a new phone i extended it like 2 years or something. shove it up your ass. so now i have to call customer care and talk to a machine to try to fix things. I think i am going to switch to verizon, nobody has anything bad to say about them. I have to see if they have any cool phones too. how much fun is that. great.

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yay [29 Mar 2004|09:42am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Saves the day - certain tragedy ]

saw saves the day last night at starland ballroom...pretty good show. They played mostly songs from in reverie, i was hoping they would play some old stuff too though. Still a good time- Thursday is playing on April 12th...see u all there.

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[08 Mar 2004|11:14pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | who has time to listen to music!!! ]

Here in this collapsed lung of a borough
There is no sunlight
The sunlight is manufactured in a windowless room
Distant and incoherent
Businessmen hang themselves


Work is busy. Running around like a maniac to get things done. The Directors were on vacation in aruba. insanity insues!

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family dayyyyy [29 Feb 2004|04:56pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | feeling left out - my heart is in your hand ]

Went to Rutgers University last night to visit my friend joey.  I haven't seen him in a while and it was pretty cool.  We drank a bit and hung out with the people in his dorm.  Went to a few frats on college ave. over there.  Everyone is just out roaming the streets it was pretty cool.  I stayed over and came back this morning.

went out and bought a digital camera today. a minolta, set me back a few dollars but now i finally got a new one. i can snap some photos after it is done charging.  Sunday brunch today with the family and some friends.  Went to the Hilton in Hasbrouck Heights cause they have a killer brunch buffet.  Ran over to gina b's house to help her and dubs film a project.  My friend j.b. is home from the hospital, he had surgery to remove a benign tumor from his brain stem, real scary stuff.  I was really worried the day of his surgery last week but it went 100% okay.  He is home and i am going to visit him in a few minutes.

 

And the thoughts of the day... )

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TGIF [27 Feb 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | the starting line - saddest girl story ]

the weekend is here!! i was happy about that until i was at work this morning and they told me that not only do i have work tomorrow morning, but i have work tonight. Not a fan. 

I was supposed to put money in the bank like i do every week, but i got angry for some reason and spent like 90% of it at the mall. lol.  Got nice clothes though, some Burrrrrrrrberry stuff. picked up two of those shirts.

some other stuff from A&F... )

So yeah i got yelled at for not putting enough in the bank but i seriously needed clothes! Off to class now...

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[24 Feb 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | Thursday - Paris in Flames ]

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Today was real crazy! I had a religion exam today at 1, so i stayed up late last night studying, and then set my alarm clock for 9:30 this morning so i can get up and study some more.  I have off from work, thank god, so its all good. But waking up sucks.  I got outta bed and studyed for a few hours, and then off to the rat at MSU to meet chrissy [info]sorryboutchiz for lunch. She got me the most AWESOME gifts ever!!  I didnt even expect anything -

she came in with this stuff..... )
 

So i finished lunch, and went off to class. i walked in the room and it was empty! I thought i walked into the wrong room but i saw my professor and she told me the test was CANCELLED! i studied for a combined like 10 hours for this thing! BAHHHHH  It was kinda good in a  way but i was SOO ready to ace the test. 

I kept getting text messages and IMs throughout the day saying happy bday,  even jackie called me from her work and had one of her kids sing happy bday to me =].  Ok so as i'm writing this my doorbell just rang, and jessica, laura and maggie are at my door and they baked me cupcakes with happy birthday on them! this is getting to be insanity with all this food! Anyway after not having class i went to mount st dominic to pick up chiara, and then i went back to her house for a bit. Aldana came by too, shes awesome. My mom is making me dinner now - cause stepdads still at work. I don't know whats going on 2nite but it can't get any better than today-  now after i eat i will sit, hoping dubs will call back tonight... ill write later

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[24 Feb 2004|12:08am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | trying to study for my exam ]

ok so i was up late studying and i felt like being distracted...

oh the bordem )

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[22 Feb 2004|06:59pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Lost Prophets - Last Train Home ]

lastnight...crazy. Up to the lakehouse for some late night fun. That's all i have to say about that.

Today, not too bad. I woke up around 11, which gave me a grand total of about zero hours of sleep and i went to the high school to see my friends in their cheerleading competition. Let me just say that they rocked - it was cool. Varsity got 3rd and JV got 1st. Putting off this paper even more, i ran out to starbucks real quick with jackie,gina and dubs. Good times with good people. love starbucks too..keeps me goin.

Ok so people apparently have this thing with naming their cars...like harry the honda and jetty the jetta. Umm well i have an Acura...what the hell do you name an acura anyway? hmm...time to finish my english paper...

i thought i'd include a picture of "ac" the acura...maybe you guys could think of names now..lol

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..... [19 Feb 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | matchbook romance - farewell to friends ]

ok work has been busy....everyday...it's getting a little annoying. I have just about the easiest school schedule, its convenient and i really don't have to work a lot. All these general requirement classes are easy - which is good because i can't imagine working full time and going to school with hard course and stuff.

I was thinking about taking the civil service exam to become a cop, and my mom got kinda mad when i told her. Even though my father was a police officer, i dont think my mom was happy because she probably would be worried every day i worked. I guess we'll see.

I've been hanging out with new people lately...and it's good. Since all my close friends are away its hard to just blend in with someone else's crew, but everythings going ok. My digital camera broke, so theres no damn pics on my lj, but im getting a new one soon (my birthday is on tuesday!!!) and i will def post up some pics to give this thing some life.

Have you ever been disappointed in a friend because they didn't turn out how you thought they would? Like they chose a different path, a negative one in particular and you know they can do better but theres really nothing you can do about it? It really bothers me sometimes..

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[16 Feb 2004|12:53am]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | taking back sunday - theres no 'i' in team ]

so things are starting to get better, the last few nights have been fun.  Got my mind off Vday because my friends came home from college. I brought my friend jackie to the store to buy her bf a valentines day card, and then we got some coffee. I went by my friend rickys for a bit and got to see damon and bob. They purchased the largest amount of grass i've ever seen in my life.  I was with nicole and her friend lauren from nutley and i had to bring them home, so bob drove because i couldnt. I had a really good time with nicole n stuff but she was hammered and she said she didnt remember all this stuff but whatever. You can never really tell how a person feels when they're wasted. lol. It was good to see everyone again, but they're all gone now, back to school.  The high school has off this week so i'll get to see some people. 

Today i just ran some errands and went to bloomfield ave cafe to see my friends band "infamous plague" play with nicole.  They are really good actually for a rock/metal band.  My friend rich that plays the guitar is seriously sick, hes really talented. After went to pick up jackie to go get some food.  Later people called jackie to meet at the soda pop shop in montclair, so we went and met up with J.P. and jenna there.  Jen nelson works there too i think she is gorgeous -   she made me this huge sunday that i ate and i feel so HUGE. After that we all piled into my car and went searching for huge houses cause we were bored. We went into cedar grove and looked at these mansions that were like millions of dollars and wished we owned them. I dropped off j.p. and jenna and jackie and decided to call it a night cause tomorrows another day and NO WORK! i get to sleep in!!! =]

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vday sucks [14 Feb 2004|06:44pm]
happy valentines day =[

it's just another day.

i'm surrounded by people holding hands.

it's just another day.

i'm surrounded by pink and red hearts everywhere.

it's just another day.

i'm surrounded by roses overflowing from every vase.

it's just another day.

i'm surrounded by LOVE and i don't have ANY of it.

it's just another day......
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another night... [13 Feb 2004|01:08am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | xbox ]

tonight was pretty cool, [info]nicole_x0 and mandy stopped by for a few secs to say whats up.  I was just really bored sitting at home waiting for my friend joey to come home from rutgers university.  after they left i went over to my friend gina's to rescue her from her house of bordem.  I met up with joey and we hung out at my friend j.b.'s house for a bit.  His mom made us popcorn and gave us all this unnecessary chocolate.

Work called, now i have to go in tomorrow night from 6:30-9:30, ugh, way to ruin a friday night.  But whatever i usually don't go out till after that anyway.  At least i get to sleep in tomorrow, i don't have class till 1:00.  I'm going to bed now cause i'm beat -

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so last friday... [11 Feb 2004|11:31am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | the used - blue and yellow ]

What An Amazing Show!!

i went to see yellowcard play at starland ballroom in sayerville, nj.  It was seriously an amazing show.  Three bands opened up for them, bleed the dream, the format, and don't look down.  I wasn't into the format that much, but the other two bands were seriously really good.  Yellowcard ROCKED the house, it was packed.  I had fought my way to the front in the middle while don't look down was playing cause i wanted to stay up there for yellowcard, but as soon as YC came on the whole crowd became a pit and everyone was getting destroyed. They started off by playing 'empty apartment' and then played 'twenty-three' and 'breathing'.  It was a really good set list they even played a song off their old CD. </p>

Let me just say crowd surfing ROCKS - it was pretty serious.  They are playing again on March 15th with Something Corporate in Pennsylvania, i'm there already.  Anyone who hasn't seen YC should GO!!!! They are amazing live -

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yeah... [11 Feb 2004|03:03am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | yellowcard - one year, six months ]

ok so for all of you who ever cared i am actually alive....got caught up in other things and all that. Since i'm like returning and stuff i figured i had better mess around with the layout, i threw up some new shit just for kicks. It'll be finished whenever i get bored again. Anyway i'm welcoming myself back just in time for valentines day. You'll be sure to hear me complain in a lil bit...for now i gotta run...

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a quick update,,, [16 Jan 2004|04:30am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | its quiet.... ]

coming to you straight from las vegas, nevada!! The weather out here is crazy....70 degrees and sunny...i called my mom and she told me we had snow back home! I'm sorry guys but i'm really glad i'm out here now! Shorts and a t-shirt is the current style...and nothing more.  The flight was long, and i sat next to these people from England which was cool. 

As for winternationals hockey, my team is doing insanely well, (i'm the first one on the left).  I had 7 games today, because i'm playing in two different divisions here.  It's crazy, we are undefeated so far, and we're going to the finals on saturday. I'm so psyched cause last year we placed 5th and this is gonna be our year to win. 

Las Vegas is everything i imagined it to be and more so far, the strip is amazing with all the lights, and casinos and limos and showsssss its craziness!!  I wish i was 21...errr...maybe not cause i would lose all my money.  But yeah i gotta goto bed i got games later....be home sunday !! 

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yesssss! [14 Jan 2004|02:39pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | yeahhh this calls for a little more YC ;) ]

ok so i was sitting here and i completely forgot that yellowcard was playing in sayerville in february, so i just quickly went and ordered tickets and now i'm just so amped to go. i missed their last show at birch hill back in november i think because i was at the ataris concert, but nowww February sixthhh =] Now i'm in a good mood...can't wait to see them.

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leavin on a jet plane... [14 Jan 2004|11:44am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | yellowcard - drifting ]

yeah so it's been a while, i've been running around busy working and trying to hang out with all my friends before they go back to school.  Well needless to say they all are pretty much gone now, and i'm leaving for las vegas in about 6 hours.  I have to head out there to play hockey with my travel team, which is pretty cool because i've never been to vegas before.  It's really fun playing for the team because we've been all over, and we'll find out where nationals in the summertime will be this weekend.  I'll snap some pics..yeah..

My computer crashed for some reason....i don't know maybe it was just old. It was slow too...so i went to the store to buy a new one and i got it today. I'm on my parents computer now though i didn't set mine up yet. I have to take my old one apart and rip the hard drive out so i don't lose any of my files :(  Pain in the ass.

So the other night alli came by, i hadn't seen her in a while, i was pretty happy bout that.  People have been calling me and IM'ing me asking where i have been and whats wrong with me, but i don't know what they are taking about? Am i really acting different? Someone told me the other day that i've changed..its weird. I think everything around me changed and i stayed the same... =/  I'll be back monday...

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